DEADLINES and DEAD SELF

Feb 8 - Bangalore

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2am

Landed from the rigorous shoot at Narmada.

6am

Woke up and Got ready with some corrections in Utsaha Episode 1. The client Zee5 didn't want any mention of any vendor in the documents. Arjun Ratan has handled himself and went and recorded the corrections. Needed Prashant's voice for the character of the Boss Selvakumar. Prashant has been blocked and Jim John's  studio has been blocked. (no delay)

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8.30am

Told Syama that I wont be able to accompany her to drop her at the bus stop. Its been a while since we have seen each other. The Naramada shoot  and Ahemedabad classes has taken up my time. I was away for 10 days with just a ay in between with her.

She is pissed. Will go with her an drop her. (Delay by 40 mins - can be handled)

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9am

A day before Studio Mojo asked for a new trailer and a new teaser. The trailer and teaser need to have some specs and files from Zee5. We added that onto the video. However the edit takes time. (Delay by 2 hours). I am at Pranava studios to get Prashant's sound correction. That goes fine

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10am

Anoop sent my old posters to Zee5. They have approved it . However they don't want title credits. Or any credits. They want the poster ope files. The open files are on laptop far far away. I search for a sensible deisgner. I remember Shyamin's friend who is a good designer. I communicate with him. He agrees to do poster. He makes a wonderful poster in two hours. The poster is beautiful but he ignores the logo placement. The logo should be on the right corner. I tell him again He doesn't listen. A very skilled person but somewhere chances are he has not worked with stubborn clients. His poster is beautiful but doesn't work for Zee5. I don't have photoshop or laptop or nothing. (Delay by 2 hours). 

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11am

Anoop at Studio Mojo has got me into an email chain. A lot of conversation has been happening at their end. I am updated only now.

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The final formats of the video is "Avc intra". I wonder why a broadcast format is used on web content. My format was Prores422HQ so I am supposed to convert it to AvcIntra.  I speak to Sam Santosh my sound designer. According tour logic Zee5 will needs it in Avintra and they will reconvert it back to my format. (This is what happens when u copy paste requirements from older docs) Just to stick to a guideline this is dumb. I tell Anoop that it doesnt work that way. He puts me in touch witha guy good with tech at Mumbai Zee office. (Rohan)

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4.30pm

I ask my college friend Shishir Bhagade to help me. he is in between work. Sents him a documents and get requirement in 15mins. Updates it Anoop. Anoop sents it to Zee. Loosing time since A person in between is actually communicating requirement.

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6.30pm

Teaser updated and approved by Studio Mojo which in turn was approved by Zee5. Still there are changes. I don't concentrate on it. I need to sent both the trailer before midnight. Their deadline is 6pm. This is unreal because I got info only in the morning. I can take my time. if they pisses me off I will decide not to sell my content. That is very clear. I wonder how Syama will react if I do it, i can't do it.

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6.45pm

I fall on a ditch on the road. I am still alive. Hell YEAH

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7.30pm

First trailer is ready. Have placed start slide and end slide. trailer is kind of approved. Communicated withAjmal Hasabullah. he is available. Sent files to him

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7.45pm

Trailer files sent for sound correction to Ajmal Hasbullah. He did the music in 40min. first trailer is ready. Sample is uploaded as a link on youtube and sent for corrections at Zee5. Informed Sam about the crisis we are having. Sam is still figuring out the clients audio requirement. Multitrack audio. Spoke to my professor about the Multitrack audio on FCPX.
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8.20pm

 Internet is gone. This has not happened before. Suddenly the Net seems to be out. It will take a roundabout time of 24hours. I am unable to sent the second teaser corrections. Anoop at Studio Mojo and people at Zee gets mad. I am irritated to the core at the internet. I should be irritated at them but I am irritated at ACT fibernet my internet connection. Don't keep your work for the 11th hour you may die at 10.30. (Delay by 24 hours). 

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10pm

I call up Radhakrishnan Ramakrishnan who is my distributor from Studio Mojo, I ask him if I can go to his office early in the morning and complete the task. He approves. 
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11.30pm

I am told that the logo in my poster which was corrected by Shihsir is small. I have already sent them a .psd file. they cant figure what shishir did. I call up another friend Vishnu (who I believe is good with Photoshop) I ask him if he could help since Shishir internet at home  is bad even for downloading a 50mb file. Vishnu decides to help. In half an hour the logo is bigger and poster is sent back. Such a wonderful person he is.
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12am

I finish the trailer corrections and add the requirements. Without internet things are impossible for me. I pack everything and waits for sometime. Syama is asleep. She has an office camping tomorrow morning. She has to wake up at 5.30am. I can drop her and come back and then go to studio mojo.
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Feb 9- Bangalore

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5.30am

I wake up and sleep again. I can't makes tea for Syama. I copy everything onto a folder. Syama is late for her camping. I decide not to accompany her. She understands. (At least I hope she does)She does. She books a cab. She is gone.  She has her vacation and camping.
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7.00Am

I call up Syama and ask her to book a cab for me. The Uber in my phone is fucked. She books a cab for me to studio mojo. Radhakrishnan at the studio gives me a space. Sadly there is no Mac in office. There is no-one who knows FCPx. There might be a person who knows premier but he is not around. I am screwed. This is not what I imagined Studio Mojo would be. I have been there several times but expected them to be top notch. I am stuck. (Delay by 2 hours)
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8.00am

I need a sensible person with FCPX and fast internet. I call up Rakesh. He doesn't pick. I call up Suhail he doesn't pick either. later he does. he is good with the tool but his net is screwed up. I call up Jishnu and ask if he can help. He is far from IIT Mumbai. Sam my sound designer stays in the Mumbai campus. He can help. I call him. He decides to help but it will take some time. Zee5 wants HQ files. they have agreed on Prores and not the AvcIntra. (a very logical decision ). Sam and my proffesor Sudesh Balan sir has figured out the MUltichannel output. Jishnu reached IIT AV lab. He knew it before hand it seems. They are rediting my trailer which I could uplaod from Mojo office. The files are big and in Gb's. (Delay 4 hours)
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9.00Am

I retime the trailer subtitles. I also make the subtitles for episode 1 in sync. I sit at Studio mojo and do it. I am also waiting for a token payment which I need to Pay Sam and Ajmal. They have been up with me since this last minute -cookery has started. 
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11.00 Am

I get my payment approved from Studio Mojo. I am glad there is not much haggling. I still don't trust them from the bottom of my heart. I know the final price with which they are selling my content. I am maybe getting a quarter of it. Sam is working on the teaser. He sents me the teaser in the format they want with the end slides. I rush home since they want all the episodes before morning
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1.00pm
The Zee5 requirements have changed the want the video tonight. Which is impossible for me. Isay it is impossible. Meanwhile the Studio Mojo office sets up an FTP for file transfer. 100Gb through FTp seems an impossible task.
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2.00pm
The Zee5 requirement has changed. they need a hard-disk before 12 noon tomorrow. This is again impossible for me. I tell Studio Mojo that I can give them files by 8.30am in the morning. Each rendering takes two hours. they book a ticket for one of their employees. I have to reach Studio office at IndiraNagar before 9.00am tomorrow. I approve. I don't have an extra hard disk. At 10pm I will get a hard-disk from studio Mojo. Anoop is calling me from Studio Mojo.
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3.00pm
There is a correction with the trailer. i haven't eaten anything. My head hurts.
But there is no internet. Episode 1 subtitles are ready. Episode 1 is almost packed. Sam Santosh my sound designer has already sent the first episode mixed sound as a multitrack. I need internet to download them. he is working with me simultaneously on this. I am-glad he is as committed as I am.
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4.45 pm
THE INTERNET IS BACk. Episode 1 titles are corrected and packaged. Episode 2 has started. Studio Mojo lets me directly interact with Zee5 now. This is a boon and blessing. I am working with a person called Suriya from Zee5. Even though he doesn't understand and doesn't care about my troubles He is patronising. I can work with him. "Kaffeiene Media" is replaced by"Studio Mojo"
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7.00pm
The trailers are updated in a drive with .srt corrected. Anoop is calling me from Studio Mojo.
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8.00pm
Sam has sent me the episode2 files. Episode 2 will be packaged by 10. I am hungry once again. I need to eat. Anoop is calling me from Studio Mojo.
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10.00pm
I receive the hard disk from a nice gentleman. i have fried rice . For a change I drink Pepsi. The sugar will directly help my brain. I have given up Pepsi and Coke earlier because of the health impact and the callous environment impact imposed by them. My brain is more important. i call up Shamin and asks if he can help me with the subtitles re-syncing. He waits.
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Feb 10 - Bangalore

1.00am

Suriya is not happy with the initial credits. He says "its too long'. his boss says"who will have patience". They want to remove "krishand films " and "Neelavelicham". They also want to remove all disclaimers since Zee has its own disclaimers.  I am agitated. I can remove the disclaimerrs but the company logos won't be removed. I become agitated and raise my concern. Suriya is silent. I chop the initial part and keep the logoes. Suriya is sent a copy of the film. Low res youtube link. He approves.
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1.20am

There is a power failure. i am two episodes down. I close my eyes fro 20 minutes.
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2.00am

Suriya wants more logos to be blur. Blurred all logos. Exported the episode. All going well. I fond a glitch in the removal of a word 'maruthi' from the dialogue. How can we solve it. Sam is working in Tandem with me from IIT. Sam solves it for me. Its a blessing to have him around. He makes his own decisions, which works wonders for me.
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4.00am

I am hungry. I drink more pepsi and correct episode , Meanwhile subtitles for episode 2 is also getting synced.
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5.00am
Nobody is mailing me anything. It seems like everyone has slept. I am reduced to a man who waits for files to render. Should I watch porn. Nope
Should I do the subtitling. Nope
I will go out for a walk. The files need to be delivered by 9 (I am ahead by an hour)
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6.00am
Anoop is up. I had chai. I ran for 5 minutes. Should have worn my running shoes. Wait my running shoes are my casual shoes. Damn. I need running shoes. Will I run. Render must be 85 percent
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7.30am
Render failed notification. There is a train of thought passing through an abyss of pain> i haven't failed anyone but there is an indispensable feeling of loss. I give render again and run for chai. (Delay caught up with me)
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7.45am
The rendered files comes out. I have finished work. I check the files. I havent deleted a text in the video. I call up Anant from trivandrum at the Studio Mojo office and ask if the person who is supposed to deliver the hardisk to Mumbai can meet up in between so that I can have time for another render. He agrees
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8.00am
Power failure. This is a fucking piece of shit. Electricity is so fucked up !!! (Delay by 45 mins)
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8.40am
Power is back. I take rendered out and I run to the meeting point. We meet I transfer files. Will wait for payment tomorrow. Need to work on subtitles. Shyamin is ready to help. He wouldn't take pay. I wonder. I eat brekafast. I doze off for 20min.  (Fuck the delay )
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Poster design by Rahul from SH college

Poster design quickie by me

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