At 1.30 prof. Sudesh Balan asks me to clean up, shower and
shave. He says my Jury is by a big shot.
At 2.00 pm I get to know that Amol Palekar (actor, Director)
is a member of my short film Jury panel in IDC. I knew he was big however I was
not embarrassed to about the bad audio or sounds.
the title design by Shubangi Jhadhav
At 2.30pm I am watching porn “Private casting – by Pierrie
Woodman” sipping black tea and lazy to take a shower.
Around 3.00 , waiting
at the autostand only to realise that I don’t have enough money in my wallet
for the auto rickshaw.
By 3.35pm Jury walks
into the auditorium with respected professors, my throat was infected and I had batman voice and moreover I didn't want to speak. If the film can’t speak for itself then there is no
Me responding to Amol plaekar, Sandhya Gokhale, Phani tetali,
At 4.10 the film ends.
Amol palekar feels that I have not been able to successfully
communicate my theme. He feels there are no ups and downs. He didnt understand the purpose or the genre.
Phani Tetali my internal guide liked my effort but was
expecting more since he read my report. Gave a lot of confidence at certain
My Guide Sudesh Sir smiled and said that the film was good
in parts. Sandhya Gokhalecommented
on the meaning of the frames the length, purpose .
At 4.20 pm I had
pressed the mute button. Now I am immune to critique, comments, feedbacks or
At 4.30 pm People are trying to console me. I figure out
that something had gone wrong. Amol Palekar rephrased my story (though he did it
point out mistakes), Sandhya Gokale remember the frames (though she did it to
ask about the purpose), Phani sir saw my effort and I was able to connect to
certain people in the crowd. At 4.45 pm I get a huge response from my Juniors and batchmates that the film was good. (?)
At 5.30 pm I am at 4.10pm. At 7.30pm I am still at 4.10pm.
At 9.30pm I see prof. G.V.Sreekumar sirs update on FB that
he liked the film.
At 10.30 pm I make black tea and start reading Calcutta Chromosome.
At around 1.00 in the night I am still in love with my film.